There are moments when I'm left breathless with gratitude, but the moment passes and I forget too easily that it happened. I need to write it down. I tell myself that often and yet I never seem to get around to opening that notebook of mine, even with fresh paper and new pens and more than enough time in my day for this one small-yet-big thing.
What better time than Lent to return to this practice of recording gratitude?
- 40 Days of Gratitude
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I woke up before dawn yesterday morning. The demands of a pregnancy bladder outweighed my desire to stay warm, but I was soon back under the covers. Of course, that's when my over-anxious brain decided to worry about All The Things. Two hours later, my husband was in the shower and I was still wide awake. I gave up.
In the kitchen, I put the cast iron pan on the burner. I was craving eggs, and I was willing to bet that man in the shower wouldn't say no to a nice warm breakfast either. I was right, and we enjoyed a lovely quiet breakfast together before he had to go.
Somehow all three children were still asleep, so after puttering around for a bit, I settled into my favourite chair with my favourite quilt and my favourite mug full of black tea. I opened my Bible to where I had last left off - Ezekiel 33 - and uncapped my pen.
Only 11 verses in, I discover yet another gift my childhood in the Anglican church has given me:
"As I live," says the Lord God, "I have no pleasure in the death of the wicked, but that the wicked turn from his way and live. Turn, turn from your evil ways! For why should you die, O house of Israel?"
How very many times it has happened that words I have known since I was a little girl, words of hope and love and mercy woven into the prayers that we said together every week, should appear in the very Word of God Himself? How little I realized the amount of Scripture that was placed deep in my heart through this weekly liturgy! For that gift, of which I have yet to discover its extent, I am grateful.
356. Finding the perfect gift.
358. Baby girl dressing up as a knight.
359. Healing foods. Comfort foods.
364. The library's hold system.
365. A rainy day inside after a stretch of lovely sunny days.
373. A good ultrasound. Curled baby fists and kicking legs.
And you? A moment of gratitude, something from your list, a link to your own gratitude journey? I love reading every bit that you share with us.
The same thing happens to me sometimes and it always shocks me - - it's from songs in my life, not liturgy, but it's always a beautiful moment.
ReplyDeleteOh yes, songs too. Beautiful. :)
Delete#364 - yes! I love the hold system at our library.
ReplyDeleteThanks for sharing these glimpses of gratitude :)
Sometimes I fear the library is going to yell at me for overusing the hold system, but it's just so useful and convenient! :)
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